Say Their Names

A crowd of protesters wearing masks and holding up signs that say "Black lives Matter." Photo by Jessica Felicio on Unsplash

I had many posts planned for the next few weeks.

But it didn’t feel right to post any of those without first acknowledging what’s happening in the US, Canada, the UK, Germany, Italy, and around the world in response to not only George Floyd’s murder (murder. Stop writing “died in police custody.” He was murdered.), but the inequities that keep Black people marginalized and targeted by police brutality.

Black hands holding a neon green sign that says "Enough is Enough." Photo by Andrew Robinson on Unsplash.


I do not know what to say. There have been far too many lives senselessly lost.

If you are inclined to say “yes, but…” and start comparing deaths of other groups of people, stop. Yes, many other groups of people face inequality and violence all around the world. But none of that minimizes or discounts the experience of those who are systematically, brutally, and needlessly abused by those in positions of power, who we are talking about right now. This is not time for comparison. This is time for change.

I will not say any more about this, because like everyone else, I have my own biases (and yes, even privileges—all of us have some kind of privilege) that I am still working through and trying to understand. All I want is to say the names of the people who have been killed by police. I, like everyone else protesting, whether on the streets or online, want justice and real equality for all people, and we want the focus to be on stopping police brutality and the systemic anti-Black racism that’s still present not only in the US, but also in Canada, not to mention my native Brazil, and countless other places where the colour of your skin means you’re treated differently by those in positions of power and leadership.



I am posting here something I wrote as I read the names of several Black people who were killed by senseless police violence in just the last 6 short years. One of these men was not a man but a 12-year-old child. Shot to death for playing with a toy gun. He was not the only child murdered by police. I cannot begin to imagine the pain that these families and communities experience, and I cannot say that I know their pain.

Although I am not white, I have never feared for my life when interacting with a police officer. I have never had the names of countless people who look like me running through my head when I’m pulled over for a burnt-out taillight. In fact, I have only been stopped by police once for this reason, and I have only been held at the US border twice, during which time the officers present questioned me and my husband in a respectful manner. It was still a tense situation, as interactions with police and border officials always are—most of us are tense when authority is held over our heads—but I have never feared for my life. I don’t pretend to know what Black people who have experienced police brutality are going through. But I can  say their names. I can honour their memory by reflecting on the violence that Black people experience every day. I can examine my own biases and try to make change in myself.

I want to let it be known that I am not condemning every single police officer with these words. I have friends and family who are police officers and who I trust to do their job in a peaceful manner (as peaceful as is possible in a system that’s inherently violent). There are countless police officers who risk their lives every day to truly serve and protect. There are many police officers who are upholding protester’s rights to free speech and peaceful protest. But the fact that good police officers exist cannot and must not eclipse the violence Black people live in fear of every day. This post is not an attack on individual police officers, but a commentary on a system that needs change. Desperate change.

I wrote this as I grappled with my emotions upon reading the list of Black people killed by police in recent years (and the list is not all-encompassing—far from it). I’m still learning what I can do to help what’s going on in the world. For now, I will say their names.


A crowd of protesters wearing masks. One protester is holding up a sign that says "Enough!" Photo by Jessica Felicio on Unsplash


Say Their Names

Breathless held
In the arms of protectors
Who were villains instead
Lifeless on cement lying
After pleading for compassion
Kindness nonexistent
Serve and protect
No longer mean a thing

Say their names
They were humans
Whose life must be valued
Remembered by those left behind
Calling out from the grave to those
Who refuse to see
History repeating itself

Say their names

George Floyd
Breonna Taylor
Tanisha Anderson
Atatiana Jefferson
Eric Garner
Michael Brown
Laquan McDonald
Tamir Rice (they murdered a child)
Walter Scott
Freddie Gray
Jamar Clark
Alton Sterling
Philando Castile
Stephon Clark
Botham Jean
D’andre Campbell
Regis Korchinski-Paquet
João Pedro Matos Pinto (eles mataram uma criança)

All those whose names have not been shared
In a nation of polite people
Whose niceties serve to hide
That what we see south for the border

Is here, too.

Say their names.